For a moment

For a moment there is peace.  The air is calm and at rest.  Sunlight breaks through the clouds directly overhead.  Nothing moves, nothing makes a sound.  All around me is darkness.  My arms and my body feels lifeless.  The darkness moves closer.  I can hear the howling of the wind get louder.  I wrap myself around the steel girder and hold on with all my strength.  Dear God, not again.